Help

Man do I need help I am so ready to run away from this entire situation, I swear I would have been left and just risked it all if not for my son. He keeps me here because I could never knowingly or willingly put him in a situation where he'd be on the streets. This entire situation is so bad. How can anyone who lived on there on stand living at home again with parents or even worse your kids. I swear I feel my self dying inside a little more each second some times. I ache so bad for some semblance of freedom again. I can't stand this.